You see, the last few days around here have consisted of kids barfing, kids whining, kids in general, and lack of sleep. All of those combined = Count down to nap time/count down to bed time.
Confession: that makes me feel horrible. But some days, a girl just gets worn down!
One of the little gals I babysit has this perpetual cough and a sensitive gag reflex, which means exactly what you think it means...
Aurora is teething. Again. And the tale-tale signs of that are poo-splosions and projectile vomit.
Both situations cause me to feel completely helpless, because all I can do is rub their back and let it happen, and then try to keep them from stepping in it!
AND both situations make me want to scream from frustration, and pick them up, vomit and all, for a snuggle because I hate seeing them feel that way AT THE SAME TIME. Life as a mom is a struggle!
Then tonight, I drove to Wal-Mart to get some stuff for Aurora to eat (I'm starting the B.R.A.T. Diet to see if that helps), and this kind woman in front of me stops on a busy road to let people turn left so they didn't have to sit there forever waiting for a space to open up to turn. Yes, I say "kind" because, honestly, that's what she was being. BUTIWASJUSTWANTINGTOGETHOMEANDIWASSOTIRED! So I honked at the woman and pulled the most annoyed face that I could muster, then muttered to myself about how annoying that was that she'd hold up traffic like that, AND I held my hands in the air like "What the heck!?"
I then became "that" driver... (air quotes)... as I silently glared at her rear view mirror hoping she'd soon get the show on the road.
Looking back, I think that was a nice thing she did and I wasn't even in a hurry. I was just frustrated. I need to dial it back while driving..
But it is in moments like these or days like
So here is what I have to be grateful for over the last few days:
♥ All major throw up incidents have happened on my kitchen floor and not on the carpet. Hallelujah!
♥ Nap-times and 8:00pm bed-times
|Cute Abi taking a nap on the couch... Look at those lips, people!|
♥ Date nights with my hubby... Whether that's been to the movies and shopping where he makes me laugh my butt off over a stupid joke, or a simple night in together after Aurora goes to bed, he makes me feel amazing!
♥ The sound of Aurora's wonderful laugh. Seriously, the best sound in the world. I love that girl.
♥ A visit from my mom and my sweet little niece, Grace! My mom is one of my best friends. I could talk to her for hours... and sometimes that's all you need.
♥ The beautiful weather we've been having and ward friends who invite us to go to play-dates at the park! It has been in the 70's this week and it's been amazing. Plus, I was able to meet a few new girl friends from my ward who are just the sweetest!
♥ And honestly, all these little people who I get to spend time with in my home as a babysitter/stay-at-home-mom. I'm grateful that their parents trust me to look after them as my own, I'm grateful to have the love of their children--I love them all, and I'm grateful that I get to stay home with my own little princess in the process! For that, I'd take the chaos any day!
|Aurora and Abi (I watch Abi everyday)|
|Beautiful day at the duck pond in the park by our house with Aurora and Abi|
|Our cute 3 year old neighbor, Max, comes over occasionally and tells us all sorts of fun stories haha|
|And on Thursday nights, while our friends, Allie and Brady go to a work meeting, we get their fun little Brilee!|